A lot and yet nothing

It has been a long time since I last made an entry here. I just did not feel like it for no particular reason. But nevertheless, a lot of things did happen in the time I failed to make a single entry. 

I finally completed my maths exam for the second semester. Nobody but me knew how much I had been dreading it. The day I completed my exam I wanted to jump and scream and yell that the nightmare was finally over. I did jump and I did scream; but I couldn't yell about the nightmare being over. Because it still wasn't. I am having to study complex and meaningless mathematics again for my third semester.

           And yes, the third semester has already started. It is in full swing already. I haven't had any break from university except for the three days of Diwali holidays. And now Christmas is at the door.

This time of the year gets me really depressed. I went to a convent run school. Although it sounds really strict (it was!); I had lots of fun there. I had a few mates and school was like one big family. Being Catholic, Christmas was a huge deal for my school. December seemed to be one big month full of activities, laughter and so much fun. Never would I have imagined that December would become a synonym for Dull someday. Under normal circumstances, I wouldn't have let it turn into a dull month. After all Christmas is my favourite time of the year; tied up there with Durga Puja. I have been finding myself reminiscing about my time spent at school a lot this month. I even put on a Christmas Playlist the other day...but I couldn't find the carols we sang at school. Maybe I should try a bit harder and vibe to those tunes...but I somehow can't stop yearning for winter vacation. There is no such thing in my university however.

Christmas in a cup.

But there is one exciting thing coming up. It will be my best friend's birthday tomorrow and I wanted to dedicate this post to my friend. Sounds weird I guess, since it's a very gloomy one. But, I guess that is the main reason this is for you. (I know you will read this, as you have been my forever consistent reader! 😅) I have sounded like this more often than not. But you've been there. So thanks. I hope I will be able to support you just as much as you support me...someday. But until then I'll keep listening.

                          Happy Birthday to you.